My Tears
A Diary of a young orphan who lived on the street
February 2 : Mom and dad had
passed away. They both died in a tragic car crash on their way to my
birthday. I have been mourning for weeks now and feel very depressed. I
can't believe mom and dad are gone. My life will never be the same
without them and I feel so empty and lonely. Mom was like my best friend
and I always use tell her all my secrets and now she's gone. She was
the best mom in the world. I was daddy's little princess and all my
cousins and other relatives use to get jealous of me. He always gave me
what I wanted and was always there for me when ever I needed him. Since
I am the only only child, I pretty much enjoyed everything on my own
and didn't have to fight with any sibling. But now I wish I had a
sibling especially big brother!
I heard I'll be living with
my mom's sister from now on. I honestly don't want to live with her. We never get along and I hate her entire family. Her children are like...
But her elder daughter Janet is very nice to me. She's like a sister to me, we share every thing together. I have to move in with mom's sister, because I have no other choice.
April 16: It's been months now since I moved in with my mom's sister and it hasn't been good at all. She has been treating me unfairly.My auntie has sent Janet to abroad to continue her studies over there. Mean while, I always clean the house every morning, cook and take her kids to school. I've become a slave in her house and she beat me when ever she want. Last Tuesday, she slapped me for not waking up early to take her kids to school. I don't go to school, because I don't have any money to pay my fees. Every night I sit outside in the dark crying and staring at the stars thinking if, my parents can see what I'm going through. I wish they were here and the accident had never happened.
Three days later, My aunt went out with her kids and I and her husband were the only ones left in the big house. I had finished my chores and decided to take a nap. There I was on my bad sleeping and suddenly I felt something on my body. I quickly opened my eyes and I saw My aunties husband on me! I started screaming and scratching and hitting him but he wouldn't stop. He was so strong that there was nothing I could do. Then my aunt comes from no where and saw my uncle on me. She says ´´what on earth is going on here?`` I tried to explain to her what was happening but she wouldn't listen and started beating me and calling me names. She urged me to pack all my stuffs and leave her house that evening. I begged her to let me stay just for the night and leave the next morning but she said no! She threw my stuffs outside and pushing me to leave. As I was going all she was saying was, ´´husbands snatcher, go and find your own.`` I walked for some few miles and saw an uncompleted house so, that was where I spent my night.
April 17: It's was now morning and I don't have any money to buy breakfast. I felt dirty and wanted to take a shower especially when I had been raped the night before. My stomach ache and I'm feeling dizzy... It was raining and I was hungry so I went to the street begging for money and asking people to offer me a job. I always cried and thinking how can my own blood do this to me. Living on the street is not an easy thing. You can only bath with the dirty waters around or sometimes you don't even get any water.
May 20: I cry all night wishing and hoping for a miracle to come. I have been leaving on the street for weeks now and finally with the help of God, someone has offered me a job. They come from a rich family and very friendly. They now want to adopt me as their child and take care of me. I've now started school and living a wonder life with my foster parents and I love them as much as I loved my parents. I feel like the luckiest child in the world!!!
I heard I'll be living with
my mom's sister from now on. I honestly don't want to live with her. We never get along and I hate her entire family. Her children are like...
But her elder daughter Janet is very nice to me. She's like a sister to me, we share every thing together. I have to move in with mom's sister, because I have no other choice.
April 16: It's been months now since I moved in with my mom's sister and it hasn't been good at all. She has been treating me unfairly.My auntie has sent Janet to abroad to continue her studies over there. Mean while, I always clean the house every morning, cook and take her kids to school. I've become a slave in her house and she beat me when ever she want. Last Tuesday, she slapped me for not waking up early to take her kids to school. I don't go to school, because I don't have any money to pay my fees. Every night I sit outside in the dark crying and staring at the stars thinking if, my parents can see what I'm going through. I wish they were here and the accident had never happened.
Three days later, My aunt went out with her kids and I and her husband were the only ones left in the big house. I had finished my chores and decided to take a nap. There I was on my bad sleeping and suddenly I felt something on my body. I quickly opened my eyes and I saw My aunties husband on me! I started screaming and scratching and hitting him but he wouldn't stop. He was so strong that there was nothing I could do. Then my aunt comes from no where and saw my uncle on me. She says ´´what on earth is going on here?`` I tried to explain to her what was happening but she wouldn't listen and started beating me and calling me names. She urged me to pack all my stuffs and leave her house that evening. I begged her to let me stay just for the night and leave the next morning but she said no! She threw my stuffs outside and pushing me to leave. As I was going all she was saying was, ´´husbands snatcher, go and find your own.`` I walked for some few miles and saw an uncompleted house so, that was where I spent my night.
April 17: It's was now morning and I don't have any money to buy breakfast. I felt dirty and wanted to take a shower especially when I had been raped the night before. My stomach ache and I'm feeling dizzy... It was raining and I was hungry so I went to the street begging for money and asking people to offer me a job. I always cried and thinking how can my own blood do this to me. Living on the street is not an easy thing. You can only bath with the dirty waters around or sometimes you don't even get any water.
May 20: I cry all night wishing and hoping for a miracle to come. I have been leaving on the street for weeks now and finally with the help of God, someone has offered me a job. They come from a rich family and very friendly. They now want to adopt me as their child and take care of me. I've now started school and living a wonder life with my foster parents and I love them as much as I loved my parents. I feel like the luckiest child in the world!!!
very touching story :(
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